I died again..

title pretty much says it all...

(:

你永远不会改变...你是我的forever and ALMOST always

你永远不会知道我的感觉,我将永远爱你，但你??

这样的故事接着下来的水草而居的道路

它是一种对变化的一个我被告知

虽然它并不相同，其可怕关闭

在一个普通的童话土地

有一个幸福的一个完美的结束承诺

而我想刚刚的，短期

是聊胜于无

所以，你将永远是我的，几乎总是

我会被罚款时，只要你爱我可以

我会耐心等待，我会每天醒来

只是希望你还是在意

在我心中我的角落深知

我应该得到肯定，即使是最好的

但不要离开我只是把睡觉的问题

进出我的头

正当我相信

你已经改变了良好的

你去证明我错就像我知道你会

当我用完了第二次机会
你给我看看

and你脱身

因为你是我的,永远和几乎总是

没有,这是不对的

只爱我,当你想爱我

我不打算耐心等待

因为我知道我的心,最终只会像往常一样破碎

 我不会每天醒来，只是希望你还是在意

但是...

为了一些奇怪的原因 

 我无法离开你

不管你有多少伤害了我

我无法离开你

为什么?

我不知道你是否有同样的想法和我一样

如果你有,那么好,我很欣赏

但为什么

你的行为,它像推我走开

你为什么一直在推着我离开?

你可以否认

但你的行动,不

还是..

你不再爱我了?

你对我的感情...变了??

 这并不是说你作为一个男朋友不够好

或在这种情况下,只是朋友

我将永远爱你，无论什么

我会留在你身边

爱你不停止

即使这意味着受伤害

我只希望

当你醒来，实现后

不会太迟...

Forgive me if i have sentence errors people..

i have decided to EMO all my post in CHINESE!i heart you translator! :)
red n bold = importanto

gosh...i have just re-translated everything back to english..terible terible english...tsk tsk tsk

when you're fifteen...

haha okay..so today's my birthday..yea i dont know what to do either when people sing me happy birthday..so today during recess...gosh...totally unexpected wei..i was touched..like...not in the physical way..the emotional way...i walked in..and there was this square-ish bday cake..you know the one that's suppose to be at actual parties and not in school cause you just cant finish it...haha..yea..i kinda wanted to cry but like..didn't..just held it in..Becca and Goh and like..the gang..they splited the money to buy it..so like.oh cmon...if you're a girl..how can you not be touched by the fact you have such awesome and lovely friends...so like..like any shy person..i stood there like a dumbass...a blushing dumbass...so here's what i wish for..i dont really mind sharing..'i wish these people right here right now,will be life long friends and be cherished always and never forgotten'...haha..ok so like..after the song..ucap2 la..dipaksa mia...a mere thank you ni la..so..*blow*..THANK GOD they did NOT shove my head straight into the cake..cause i sooooo knew they were gonna do it..that...and also cause they told me la..LOL..anyway...in the end i actually end up serving my friends and akaks the cake la and like not really eating it...haha...and oh..you're gonna love this...Asyatul...she started a cake fight..basically in other words is bullying the bday girl by smearing cream all over her face....yea...thanks asya-.-...haha..juz kiding..it was fun wei so..thanks wei =D..yea..was kinda crazy day for me..end up looking like a dude cuz like i had to wash the cream out of my hair..so just...yea..i look like a dude...haha..k gtg guys..homework..urgh...

special special thank you to : dinie adlina,goh yen wei,rebecca shamini,janusyia,jocelyn,asya,swarna,vekha,vivian,stephanye,ceci and the rest of my beloved 300 family..and akaks...love ya'll so so so much and thank you soooo much...deff a day to remember.. (: