well...truth be told...like overall this year...like i said....i screwed it...but i only screwed it the 2nd semester....the 1st semester i was actly good...like...i cant bliv id actly got into the top 10....but then...approaching the 2nd semester...flushed down the toilet...toot!
but you know...the surprising thing was this...i didnt actly bothered bout the result...the day where my results started going down the drain...was surprisingly the day i actly started living...like...for once...i lived life to the fullest...before that...the 1st semester...when i was one of the best....not bragging...but yea one of the best....i was a nerd...seperti katak di bawah tempurung...or something like that
you know...in my previous previous and prevouisssssssssEs blogs....i did mention that my ex's bez fren was like...urgh i hate her bla3....but there was one part about her i wanted to thank her...in a way...she sortha opened my eyes that life isnt all about studies...there's more to life than just books...ok i know education is highly important in our lives...but there's more to life than just that...and sometimes...you gotta know how to live your life to the fullest and at the same time dnt be an idiot in academics...so...for that...im truely grateful to her...
so that's kinda why i dont give a damn bout my result now..cuz...i know i did my best and that's the best i can be...and i wouldnt have it any other way...sure2...i do wish i had gotten better results but at the same time...i gotta be grateful i didnt get worse right?...and this goes to all students k...
dnt worry bout what your result will be...cuz u gotta know that you did ur bez and that's the bez you can be...so be grateful cuz dude...you cudv gotten worse...but u didnt...
Maegan..i droppin class next year..!the 1st time since standard 1..feel so memalukan nia..*sigh* T____________T
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