for fun..^^...not being needy...you know how gals are...cheehahaha

heyy ya peoples. guys and gals. well i know you people keep a list of expectations of that perfect man or woman.. well heres mine. haha it may be long and i will keep on adding.

1.i know theres three main things that a girl wants. a man thats tall, dark, and handsome. well thats almost impossible to find. but for now, 2 out of three is good...^^

2. now i want a guy that knows how to flirt properly. HE cannot do this: hit me 5 times in a row (even though it may seem funny, it isnt) its irritating. and it also hurts. do not keep touching me. eww gross. i want my bubble space. do not call me 3 times a day. its irritating. flirt when i flirt. and no, saying hi is not flirting.lol.

3. keep me guessing. keep the chase running for a little while. i'll do the same. its fun. well for me.haha. dont give in to easily. if you like me, dont show it too much.haha but dont keep me waiting too long.

4. doesnt lead me on.

5.his friends gotta be nice to me.

6.gives me my space.

7.knows what to say to me during my darkest hours.

8. sweet but not korny.lol..but then...whatevers fine with me..haha

9.says that i'm beautiful not hot or sexy.haha. not respectful...but then again...when your in a long term relationship...i guess its a adaptable thing huh...haha...*screw this point*

10. has his goals. i want somebody that strives for what he believes in.

11. i dont want to seem shallow. but c'mon gotta have at least some money...hahaha...jk

12.has that *it* factor with me.

13. has to be funny. know how to make me laugh. anytime.

14.honesty.

15. respect.

16. makes mistakes, but learns from it.

17.i'd rather go out to an amusement park than a restraunt....weeee~

18. thinks i'm cool. :)haha..altho what i do is weird sometimes....ehehehe~


19. thinks what i do is cool.:)

20. hes cool. :) well. awesome.

21.oh yess and treats my friends with respect.

22. learn something new from him everyday.

23. teaches me something new everyday...but if you nag..your asking for me to ask my brother to seat on u..teeeheeee~

24. oh and has to have a voice of an angel. so i can listen to it late at night when i'm tired and early in the morning when i'm grouchy ;). and being a total lazy ass in bed...not a morning person esp on weekends..xD

25. loves me for who i am.

26.make sure that i'm happy. and knows when something is bothering me. and try to get it out of me even though i say no. cuz i want to tell you, but you have to drag it out of me.hahahaha.

27. plays a sport or has a hobby. *but if i'm with you*. i'm priority. thats just how it is. sorry. but i support your sport too. so dont get me wrong. i'll be at your games. being the loudest one ;) and the one smearing eggs at the other team's bus if you loose...=D

28. dresses nicelyy. you know. the nice AE shirt with the pants and shoes. and a jacket.haha. nah:). doesnt have to be exactly like that. but you get the point.

29. spoils muah.haha. you know how it is.

30. i'm never quiet when i'm with him. gotta be me. if i'm quiet. something is wrong. or i dont like you the wayy i'm suppose to....hmmm...

31. holds the umbrella for me when its raining...haha...not necesarry

32. opens the door for me.

33. himself when hes around me.gotta be crazyy.and fun

34. doesnt do drugs, drink, smoke. you know how it is. want a clean boyy.

35. yess i wish on stars got a prob?;)

36.brings me delicious foods for me to snack on cuz i'm a hungryy little girl.:P. oh yess 35 that was random. haha i'm random liddat.

37.always thinks of how to make me happy.

38.picks simple fights. the kind that doesnt matter. like a movie or something. haha let me win. haha nah.:)

39. calls exactly at the right time...or text will do

40. knows what i'm thinking. *haha* psychic. did i spell that wrong.:(

41.nice smile :D

42.lets me have my wayy sometimes.:)lol demanding.cheehahaha.

43.isnt obssessive.spelt that wrong didnt i.

44.haha im a bad speller.

45.that was random.

46.never thinks i expect him to be the perfect guy...cuz..if im with you,you're already perfect in my eyes eventho you do shytty things at times...but hey...its all good fun...eheehehehe~

if you are this guyy. cool. if your a girl and agrees with me. cool. haha. yeah. well i'm gonna add more later.okay bye

goodbye 200, hello 30___

wow...last day of school...hmmm...form2's over man...this year passed extremely fast...hmm..hope next year faster tho..pmr...uwekk...ahhhhhh~...flasbacking on this year....=.=!!!...was more pathetic than useful...in SOOOOO many ways....haha...hmmm..
well...results..argghhh....i dno whetehr im gna drop class or nt but jz so hapen if i do...im cool wif it...i mean..i knw i messed up this year...bt that doesnt mean im gona lay der dead nxt yr ryte...haha
so lk...today was....boring...den ok la....boring cuz wel...of all the places in the sch...form2 kna bersihkn kelas..hmmm....teachers hate us....bt..den...haha..cant blame la...200 is known for being the noisest...teehee~....haha...n proud to be gak....
bt overall i din do ntin....i din even went in to the tiolet...just lepak...the sadening thing is...v xnt play wif tepung...T.T.....hmmm....anyway...il miss those idiots la...but then il see em next year gak so...mehh...
hehe..ltr

Results...the final destination of 2009

ahhh...a topic that i can never stray from...hmmm
well...truth be told...like overall this year...like i said....i screwed it...but i only screwed it the 2nd semester....the 1st semester i was actly good...like...i cant bliv id actly got into the top 10....but then...approaching the 2nd semester...flushed down the toilet...toot!

but you know...the surprising thing was this...i didnt actly bothered bout the result...the day where my results started going down the drain...was surprisingly the day i actly started living...like...for once...i lived life to the fullest...before that...the 1st semester...when i was one of the best....not bragging...but yea one of the best....i was a nerd...seperti katak di bawah tempurung...or something like that

you know...in my previous previous and prevouisssssssssEs blogs....i did mention that my ex's bez fren was like...urgh i hate her bla3....but there was one part about her i wanted to thank her...in a way...she sortha opened my eyes that life isnt all about studies...there's more to life than just books...ok i know education is highly important in our lives...but there's more to life than just that...and sometimes...you gotta know how to live your life to the fullest and at the same time dnt be an idiot in academics...so...for that...im truely grateful to her...

so that's kinda why i dont give a damn bout my result now..cuz...i know i did my best and that's the best i can be...and i wouldnt have it any other way...sure2...i do wish i had gotten better results but at the same time...i gotta be grateful i didnt get worse right?...and this goes to all students k...

dnt worry bout what your result will be...cuz u gotta know that you did ur bez and that's the bez you can be...so be grateful cuz dude...you cudv gotten worse...but u didnt...

KL...my likes and hates

hmmm...KL...KL...its been decades since i've step foot here...but at 5.45am 17th November 2009...haha..dramatic entrance opening much??...anyways...hmmm...i hate kl...but den...i like kl....ok i've made a list...da comparison is lk...1:5

LIKES :
- hangouts...like serzly...its so cool...eventho i cant like do it everyday unlike ungrateful priviledge KL kids...its si cool..i repeat...to like...able to go to these hangout places after school or whenever..places lk...NOT mcd...its considered lame here...cool places lk...hmm...a lot la...haha...(my brain's screwed at the moment...just got back from midvalley)
- food....so100 many places...its so sad smetimes when you only have apetite that's enough for 1 meal...hmmmm
- brand....shopping is crazy here...im kinda sked of it..but lk...when you go from store to store...fuhh!!!...u just wish u were paris hilton...
- people....people here...and by that i mean...staff in the shopping mall...are so friendly....besides dat...people like...tourist and all that...yea they are beautiful people..like the way they dress and all that...pweeettyy

HATES :
- traffic...i dont need to explain this one...-.-
- air...i dont need to explain this either....-.-
- high rise buildings...i dno why..but smehow i get queesy in the big city...it jz makes me dizzy and i wana puke n slep...for a reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeli lng time...
- the road...hmmm....too wide...need more walking
- taxis...its so boring...they should have hitz.fm
- oversized shopping malls....ok i knw its a good thing cuz lk ders a lot to buy...but reli...i do not enjoy shopping and eventually getting lost and not being able to find the parking lot
- the highway lights.....u knw wen ur stuck in a jam...and u just doze off...but u just cant cuz the highway lights just fk up  light up your darkness...u can never sleep in a cab in peace
- night life...im oni fussing bout dis cuz im underage...-.-

rant #4 - PONTENG!!

k la...for some of ya'll...ya'll mmg very good...full atendence record...angel of the class bla3...anyway congrats...haha..for others...si pontengs...wel..hmm...actly why do students ponteng..when in some cases..they got NO reason whatsoever...
hmmm....
truth b told..aq ni cn consider budak yg suka ponteng gak...bt i TRY not to la..recently...the teacher and my mom is after my ass for cutting school cuz wel...i ponteng a lot ma..BUT..to me...now that the end of the school year is near...i just think its rather wasting time la to go to school and just sit there and wait for school to end...cuz...really...my fm2 has been shytty so i wana start early on my fm3...PMR...*gasps!!*...see...i ponteng for oso some good reasons ryte..haha..
but really...dont ponteng...like cuz recently ive ponteng a lot...like..REALLY a lot..so..dis morning my tcher called my mum and yea she was pissed...haha...sayd i cud get buang skola for my atendence record...yea...i got sked..haha...so im gona write a letter to apologize to her bla3..make her heppi..make the school board heppi..and save my ass from being thrown out of school...*yikes*

hmmmm...

...fm2 can b considered my honeymoon year la...cuz really...i so screwed this year so so bad...like really...you cant imagine how an innocent 13 year old last year...can say perfect atendence record...chnge into...mm...a bad gurl??...hahaha...
i so despice school not saying i hate school...i actly love school...just hate..exam preparations...uptight teachers who never smile and are racist...they say school should be a fun an loving learning environment...hmmm...i go to school just to show my face and have friends....like really...almost all the subjects...i study at home and not actly pay atention to what my teachers crap...wel..unless its really dope information la...
lets see..so far this year...for my ponteng days...hmm...actly i got no reason for me not to go to school...mostly i only ponteng when its near exams....like say id prepare 3-4 weeks b4 exams...start studying all dat...den like...da 1 or 2 weeks b4 exams only i start to ponteng just to get the extra time to sctudy at home..U SEE...i have good intentions when i ponteng school...its not like i go smoke and do weed when i ponteng right...

hmmm...maybe im a good pontenger....hmmmmm

but still...i think im gona cut my ponteng days short d...turning on a new leave/leaf...watever...anyway...IM NOT GONA PONTENG NEXT YEAR i try not to ponteng nxt year....

so my message to ya'll is....DONT PONTENG...STAY IN SCHOOL...even if its for good intentions...cuz..either good or bad...the teacher and ur mother will stil b after ur ass...and dats no good...ur just putting ur ears at risk..too much nagging...u knw how women are....psshh...

rant number dno what : lesbos,gays,bi-sexs

hmmm...im not saying i hate the gay,lesbo and bi-sexz,or trans-sex,whatever sexs community...and i dont look down on them...i think they're special and are they're just like everybody else...trying to be part of the comunity..

BUT

when you're in a girl school for only the 1st 2 years...and your being hunted down by lesbos...it kinda just changes the way you look at things...but despite that...i still dont anti the lesbo comunity...i mean..they're stil human ryte...just..sexually corrupted??...hmm..nah im kiding...just think of it as special...^^
so like...ok...im not really a fan of  'girls gone wild'..that im pretty sure dudes n lesbos favour..haha..jkin...im not being mean...maybe unintentionally...hmm...haha..anyway

 a.i dont hate the lesbos....i just fear them a lil

ok moving on..GAYS....now...is it a stereotype when people say..'gays are a girl's bez fren cuz they understand gals more than gals understand themselves sometimes'.....hmmm....i think it'l b fun to know a real gay n not those posers just tryna take advantage by saying 'oooo im gay...u have nice breasts' and get away wif it...o.O!!!!...hmm...i want a real gay friend...but then...it kinda seems so wrong doesn't it??...hmmmmm

b. gays are nice...i want a REAL gay friend..not perverted posers

ok next....bi-sexuals...for those who dno what that is...*u r so stupid*...haha...jk...bi-sexuals are people who are atracted to the both genders...meaning...they can be atracted to a dude and a dudette at the same time...wel...i reckon they're ok i guess...like...i think i have bi-sexual friends in my own classroom...SHHHH!!!...*btw...i do hav lesbo friends...n deyr normal nice pple if dey dnt eye you down as their prey*...ehhehehehe...haha..ok moving bek 2 da subjek...so as i was saying...bi-sex people..are nice...but to me...if ur a girl and ur bi-sexual...den wel...i jz gota be careful not 2 b eyed down as their prey...*yikes...i didnt know humananity kinda revolves around predator-prey or symbiosis in sme cases*...n if ur a dude...and ur bi-sexual...den please let me know...cuz i mite be DAT close to having a gay friend!!!!!...eheheheheh~

p.s : wanting a gay friend is NOT weird...its experimenting!!..ehheeeeheee...~

Rant #2 - Teachers are posers

ok..1st...to start off this blog..i'd like to say...for those whoose parents are teachers,please dont get offended by this rant...its nothing personal..read and laugh with an open mind...please and thank you

ok lets start...

1stly,don't you think its massively gay that teachers always compare you if you're in the 1st class??to those who aren't in the 1st class....

example...'korang ni class 200 tau?!you are the best class...tapi sikap dan prestasi kamu lebih teruk banding ngn pljr dari class 204!?!kau tak layak dok dalam class ni!!!!'....ok...see what i mean?...

just cause we are in the 1st class...it doesnt make us miracle workers or geniuses...

and c'mon la please...

if that's the teknik teachers use to motivate students to become a better human being...by degrading others...then...dia orang lah yang tak layak jadi seorang guru....teachers are supoz to motivate students by advising them NICELY...not by degrading them,comparing them to lower class students....

 

WAKE UP...just because there are students who cant be AREN'T in the 1st class...it DOESN'T MEAN that they are stupid aren't smart or deserve to be look down on...NOBODY is stupid...they are SMART IN DEYR OWN WAY...nobody has a right to judge others...NOT EVEN TEACHERS...who are you teachers to say whether or not a person deserves to be in a class where you teachers think everyone is supoz to be perfect in...

this is what pisses me off...

everytime teachers tink they are doing the right thing by degrading others who aren't in the 1st class just to motivate you...

 

do these fucked uptight bitches people have any idea that they are just lowering students' self esteem??..sickening no?...haiyoooo...lemme tell you teachers yea...there's no such thing as..students who cant learn....ONLY...teachers who cant teach with proper techniques....

to any teacher who comes across this blog...ASK YOURSELF...do you really think a student will improve if you continue critisizing and comparing them with better or worse students?..if your answer is yes,i feel sorry for you...tak tau jadi manusia

please get this in mind....im not critisizing ALL teachers...just most of them...