bangkok + KL 200% awesome

haha...ok i was sooooo wrong bout bangkok...it aint the land of guns AND hookers...just hookers.....hahaha...ok..so im gonna write everything i did with family...haha..enjoy :)

Day 1 (23rd Dec) :

our flight was at 11...but we HAD to be there at about 8.30...so obviously everyone was grouchy in the morning...haha...cause most of us slept like really100 late the night before..about 2+...playing guitar hero...me pawning marcus at it..muahahaha...not reli :( ..eating durians..it was like 1st grade all over again when baby sharon arrived...she was the new little toy everyone wanted to play with..attention whore!...haha..just kiding..i love her...so cute and portable...haha...ok so like...we reached the airport...toured uncle rahman's office...coolness *thumbs up*...so we went to the airport...urrghh...long drive if you don't have an mp3 with you...so there....i met JONATHAN WONG....haha...my cousin from australia...he was skinny...really100 funny guy...coolness...so we touchdowned in bangkok at around 1ish maybe..its 1 hour slower there..so our tourguide Pann...it think...hmmm...ok..she took us to our hotel NOVOTEL*whoosh efect*...hehe...it was kinda cool cause acros the street there was this row of thai massage parlours that closed at 1am...how awesome is that right..you could be like...'oh its 11 and i can't sleep...ooo...lets go for a massage'...LOL...so we checked in at about 4ish i think..i went for a thai foot massage with my parents..kinda ok i reckon...after that we went for this dinner cruise at Menam Chao Prahya...spelled it wrong? :'(...anyway...the food was pretty ok...it was kinda torture for me since like...its kinda romantic...dinner cruise with lights and oo lala??..haha..so imagine being there with family...haha...kinda heartbreaking..haha..im just kiding...was cool being with family..aunts went crazy on the dancefloor...im just thankful it wasn't my mum out there...hehehe...the most awesomest part was SO MUCH DRINKING!!!..wooooot!!!shh!!..hehehe...awesomeness!

day 2-5 continues after this blog...haha...i'll write day by day by day...just scroll up to the blog above this 1

away to bangkok

well...im leaving for bangkok tomorrow..land of guns and hookers...its kinda scary...

a. you can get shot in the street ( guns are ACTUALLY sold there)

b. GALS....can get human trafficked anywhere,anytime...to be sold as sex slaves all over the world..

c. DUDES....hookers can just parade their accessories and lure you in and just drug you and take everything from you

d. drugging can happen to anyone

well...i think these are the few most must-be-aware things when you're in bangkok

like really..i don't know why.of all place in the world...why bangkok??

anyway i can't complain now...i leave tomorrow at 8a.m...my flight is at 11p.m though...but we have to be at the airport early for the check in...im kinda excited kinda terrified...so hope those who read this blog have a heart to pray for me and my family's safety so we all won't get shot there...or any of the above that i've listed...yikes...

k...bye :)

KL part 3-5

okok...so i've been lazy to blog bout day 3 and 4...but hey..cant blame a gal...she's on vacation...haha..plus...i was out partially the whole day and my mofo cousin was hoging the lappie..*cursing and swearing begins*...lol..jk...


anyway...i cant remember day 3...i just now there's food and money spending involve...haha...yesterday....

day 4 :

ooooooooo!i went swimming with y aunt and cousin...marcus...haha...finally after SOOOO many many years (capslock ON)..haha..i finally got into a swimsuit!!..i was just t lazy to get into a pool..haha..wel..that and some medical issues..long story..anyway...i dunno...but i reckon i look pretty ok in a swimsuit..hahaha..CURVES!!!..haha..ssnye aku..so like i went with marcus and aunty wai ching..that's his mum..so we had fun in the water..he was such a prick...just pawning himself..hahaahha..just kiding!!..but seriously...he was pawning himself hardcore..haha...but was cute i guess..baby cousin!!!!..lol..he's my age but i just call him that cause im still older than him... :p

lets see...for lunch we went to this steak house..its called victorian station...even appetizers cost about 50 bucks...i'm nt here to brag though...im just blogging.isn't that the whole concept??..haha..kiding!..when i saw the menu..i was like..'holy fuck!'..people actually do pay that much to be fat..but  guess...for that kind of food..its pretty worth it though...just...don't go there everyday..even if you're the queen of england...so like..anyway..i had this dish called 'Cunjac salmon steak' ...its like...salmon but in the shape of a steak...something like that...and they had these really long and thick french fries..then uhm...salad...thats all...was actually considered nutritious and not that expensive...haha :)
so..next...
me,marcus,surian,aunty wai heng,sheila.aunty wai ching went to Thai Odyssey for foot massages..it was like the cherry on top of a cake..a very kenyang pleased cake...haha
after that...we went to watch Avatar..it was like a 3 hour movie..BUTTCRAMPS!!!!...i had to adjust my ass in different angles to not feel numb when i get up..-.-.....but overall..the movie was awesome..my eyes where sore from the 3D though..ishk!..anyway...awesome movie..must watch... :)

day 5(today):

hmm...nothing much today...for the first time through out this whole KL trip...i woke up early...LOL...so...we did nothing much today like i said...we skipped lunch with my aunts..so the only people at home was me,surian,marcus and tim...then..for lunch..me,marcus and surian walked down to Wendy's...its like a fast food diner down the street from where we're staying..it was pretty good i reckon...better than McD at least..and more varieties..anyway..we just chilled the whole day on the couch watching movies and playing guitar hero..just being fat and lazy..hehehe..well...
that's all...tata


bye love ya :)

Forgetting and moving on

sometimes when you feel like everything is finally normal again after a you've just got out of one of those really painful and shitty situations that you never want to experience it ever again..and then you get TOO use to it(normalcy)...sometimes,things changes...dejavu and flashbacks kick in...flashbacks can come in any form..dreams...visions etc...and with this...package of flashbacks and dejavus....it also brings along the same bitter feeling that we once had...its something we cant stop...we didn't ask for it to happen..it just...happens...the feeling just comes back..


so this is why..we have to stop living in the past...yes,you've been hurt in so on so on ways..but you've got out of it..why would you want to think about those times..yes,sometimes they come unexpectedly and you may feel like you're stuck...but that doesn't mean you are..you just think you're stuck when in fact..it's just your mind playing with you..fact is..you're not stuck at all..


stop living in the past...keep moving forward(quote from 'meet the robinsons')...its hard no doubt...its painful no doubt..but its POSSIBLE NO DOUBT too..you just gotta put your back into it..


sometimes...yes you flashback just to wonder what if...right??..well...no harm done...as long as you don't get caught in that little illusion of dejavu your mind is trying to tell you..you're not experiencing dejavu...


yes i am giving advice...i feel bad cause i don't really practise it...what good is giving advice if you dont practise it at all right??...so by writing this blog..its me telling myself i will forget and move on...and i hope you guys do too...if you're living in the past..you're just a retard with no life...

bye (:

copy and tag me...tagged by Panda

Tag 8 people after you're done.

1.Your name?

Maegan-Beany

2. Do you have any depressing problems lately?

lately??..nah..just anoying cousins but i love em sitl

3. Weak points of yours that you can't get over?

waking up with a non grouchy face (:

4.Will you tell your crush your true feelings for him/her or just shut up and give him love and care secretly?

mm..why the secrecy..although...i didn't found out i had a crush till my friend told me my crush had a crush on me cause she noticed him stalking me...i was flattered to death and eventually got involved with my crush-stalker <3

5. 3 good points of the person who tagged you.

hmm hmm hmm...
you know, i dont really know much about you besides the obvious panda...hmm hmm hmm...
we don't bond ):
LOL!
she's cool yet noisy...atention-camwhore(wakakaka)...creative(i like her work-photography)

6.Describe the look of that the person who tagged you.

imagine a panda wearing braces :p
its says cute-nerdy yet violent..LOL

7.What do you want the most now?

him ):
...............my insanely cuddly teddy bear which i won!!xD!!!

8. Happiest moments?

taking place right here right now...KL is love...minus the trafic-.-

9. Good points of your boyfriend/girlfriend.

uhmmm....he didn't give up on me no matter how negative or mean i am to him or when we were in bad-relationship-jeapordizing situations we were in...unintentionally of course!!..haha

10. Describe your characteristic/personality?(your own opinion)

an academic hater with surprisingly good results with chubby chipmunk cheeks :p

11.What do you want to do the most now?

my hair to be not oily...=.=...its annoying
and RM2000 wont hurt (major priority for tomorrow)

12.Which country/city are you dying to go? Why?

Party in the USA and greece...
i've surprisingly gotten into greek mythology..Aphrodite...goddes of Love

13.Why are you doing this tag?

I'm bored. Duh.and my uncle's hoging the TV..T.T

14. Have your loved one said something that has hurt you?

Lets not go back there.
Its a rough..stingy spot for me
All is said and done.
All is forgiven

15.When will you feel lonely?

When he used to..(as i think of it)..ignore me

16.The last time you cried.

Another..rough..stingy spot for me

17.How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?

P and P
private and personal

18. Who is more important: Your family or your life partner?

life partner = hubby
i dont have a hubby...YET..so
family <3

19.Best feature of your face?

you tell me

20. You hope the person who tagged you will become your...
friend *smiles holding a M16 behind*
LOL


tag tag tag...ma huan...zzz


- Panda (since she tagged me)
- yean san (cuz she always reads my blog..and unlike so many people...she ACTUALLY COMMENTS)
- fannie lee ( she's like yean san..keep it up :p )
- kevin jay ( he TER-read my blog...i was being too darn careless..oh well :p )
- tim ( mf!!) :)
- hong zhen ( my best buddy)
- ashvin ( he's a good buddy and almost everytime agrees to what i write..hehehe)
- relwin jay ( he read my blog i think and MADE FUN!!! of it...damn you) :D

KL day 2

alright...so like..today was kinda awesome...


a. my aunt bought this dress for me..actually...to be more specific...me ad my cousin practically tore down the mall to find a suitable casual dress for me and like..eventually after such sprained ankles and blistered feet from walking...she found this..like...dancer-sort-of dress for me...like..itl be better with a belt...im gonna hunt for a belt tomorrow..haha...yea maybe if ya'll are lucky someday.you just might get to see me in it..haha...i know lotsa you are kinda eager to see me in it cuz i know ya'll have the impression im sort of a dude cuz i act like one??..go to hell you mofos...>.<...LOL..jkjk...


b. i dunno if this is surprising or not...but i just realized..my accent's changing..like..its getting a bit aussie-american i dunno...my cousin says its hybrid....jackass..so i guess...i kinda like it...haha..im cool (: hahaha..jk


c. ministry of food - M.O.F ....yea its the name of a japanese ice cream shop...its pretty tight..like..its actually sweet but like not sugary sweet...i rekn its yougurty and naturally sweet...but its like RM6.50 for one scoop in a cup..and like..altho you mite think its too small cuz it kinda looks small..its quite filling...and like..its cute...every single taste is like your eating gold...lol...i would reckomend you guys to go for double scoops..its like RM11.50...kinda too expensive for a small cup but its pretty worth it...go for green tea and strawberry flavors...like 1 scoop green tea..1 scoop strawberry..and you know...they even have black sesame flavor...its a pretty rigid ice cream shop...lol..


d. Forever 21...its the name of the store where i got my dress from...yea that store is like 200% awesome..but its kinda sad that the only sizes the have are..M and L...so like..pretty much i couldnt buy some of the nicer dresses..they're to big...and like..its the best cuz..what they have there are like really colourful and its totaly wide and stuff...awh geez...you just gotta go..gals...cuz i dont think they have guys clothing there..well they do but majority for gals..its in pavillion shopping complex...so gals...its a must for you to check it out...(: thumbs up


e. we went to Concorde hotel for lunch... people ...lemme tell u...and you better take my advice...they have the BEST dim sum there..when you walk in and like just sit down..the environment just makes you feel like you're in china...but the really rich classy part of it


f.yea i think thats kinda it...wel...il update 2moro...ltr (: 

KL..city of temptation

oh my God...i dont even know where to begin..ok...so like..i touchdown in KL about lunchtime today..ok so like...no question...bought this awesome like coat-dress kind of thing..its like merun..so its kinda cool..i just wish i was taller so like..it could feel better but yea no doubt i kinda look good in it i guess..haha..i dunno...i said i guess right..


anyway..thats not the temptation part...the temptation part is like the food here...curse this place like everywhere you turn there's something that's actually worth spending a hundred bucks for just so you can indulge in it...its sinful...ok im not like on a diet or anything..never do diets..the kill...anyway..although i dont do diets,im not on a diet...but like..since im chubby..and like my version of chubby is actually the cute version..like not the chubby-and-soon-to-be-obese type...its the chubby-and-you-can-still-get-a-boyfriend-and-have-a-social-life type..haha..ok in a way..


ok...i know some of you wont get what i mean..its like...you see some girls who are chubby...but like with the 1st look you know like they probly don't look that good...and there's some other girls who like..with the 1st look and although they are chubby-ish,..you still think they look quite cute...haha..not braggin or degrading the chubby community but i think im pretty much in the 2nd group since i had relationships i guess..lol..i dunno
dont get me wrong though...im not like trynna lame fat people or chubby people...its just like...i dont need to be chubbier..get what i mean??haha


but like...you know how kl is right...haha...so many temptations...GOD!!!..and like..my cousin....tims a bitch...keeps like..torturing me with food like...its kinda hard to explain..haha...its not that i cant resist...i can..and its pretty easy actly...but like sometimes..its just hard to say no to family...i know thats a shitty excuse...but like..you're not in my family..you dont know...haha...


so like...i gotta go to gym and such..gonna be here for like at least...2-3 weeks and like..its only the 1st day and i think its...lets just say...i look at a bagel and my ass gets bigger...now imagine that i have to eat it..T.T
anyway...lets just hope...i dont get obese by...friday...o.O...haha..just kiding..im not gonna let my cousin do that to me...LOL


alrite bye (: