ok..for security purposes...^^...cuz i dont have the software..chinese star...so...im just gona use han yu ping ying to taip the words out..so like..cuz most of ya'll...my readers...all know hua yu right...so...i dont think its a prob...but gona be complicating gak la..haha..so just try to figure it out...
ok,zhe ji tian...wo jue de...hao xiang yi dian de guai(di 4 sheng) e xia...like..jui jing ne..wo you hen duo de flashbacks...yi qian TA shang wo de shi hou...ni men dou zhi dao wo shua de TA shi shui(di 2 sheng) ba??...wo ye bu dong wei sheng me...zhi shi...like...ru guo...wo men hai zhai yi qi...xian zhai la...i would be like hao xiang...you yi zhong pa pa de gan jue...wei she me ne??...okok...ni men xiang2 kan...ru guo ni men de nan peng you...dui ni hao xiang wo yi qian de nan peng you dui wo...ni men de xin dan ran hui hancur dui bu dui like how mine was??..ok..so..ni men bincang2 etc le...ran hou,he hao le...couple hui(di 2 sheng)...ni men shi bu shi hui you na zhong ke pa de gan jue..like..you'll be scared...ta hui hancurkan ni de xin duo yi chi....ming bu ming bai r??..like you'll be extra careful that you wont go back there again ryte..so thats what im saying la...wo de flasbacks shi lk...wo shi pa ta hui shang wo duo yi chi(altho wo men dou fen le...like wo shi imagine ru guo wo men mei you fen hui zheng yang..ni men bi xu zhi dao..wo hai ai ta....but shi rumit la wo men de story..)....that's why wo hui you shi...shang xin...but then..zhe shi...no cure de....yin wei...'to forget' shi bi jiao nan...ru guo gen 'to forgive' bi....so...aizzzz....xi wang you ren neng bang wo...smetin lk recover xia ba...bang wo ba na xie bad memories gei ta wang diao...yin wei..im done shang xin le....
haha...ok...so lk...i tried my best to recap what i've learnt in dos 12 years of chinese-ed...in 2 years time i can 4get so much crap d...bt nemind la..i tried...i hope you guys who know han yu pin ying..know what im writing...and to those who aren't supoz to read this...you know who you are...muahahahahha...n you know y im torturing your kepoh ass by nt leting u read dis post...bluek bluek bluek bluek...ehehehehhe...chehaha...im a notty lil gal...get use to it :)
Monday, November 30, 2009
Saturday, November 28, 2009
November blues
lately..the november air has been deseased with...november blues-syndrom....myself included...my best frenz included....people come and go.....its really sad how one looses a loved one...i've seen people mourn over loved ones...granparents,friends or relatives.....i don't know if i'm considered lucky or unlucky not to have to mourn over a loved one...yet...i know i don't want to...i mean who wants to right...but hey...at least you guys have had memories with em right...
like for example...
grandparents....recently my best friend's grandpa passed away..*sobz2*...and so did my other friends relatives...of course ya'll are gona be sad...very sad...but think...would they be happy to see you sad like that??..HELL NO...they would want you to live your life and not mourn cuz its their time to pass on...just remember....they're going to a better place...God wants em home...so what you can do is...
a. smile...they've gone to the land of milk and honey...where God is.....is where there's no sadness
b. cherish those memories you had with em (you guys should feel lucky you have any...i never met my grandparents before...my dad said i did...but i cant remember...both grandparents from both sides died...way before i could even say abc...so...cherish em u guys)
c.whatever they've thought you...like advice etc...cherish it,learn from it...even small lil words can chnge your life
k next....
friends,teachers etc etc etc....if they leave you...like im not saying passing away la...just like...if they transfer or migrate or in teachers case...stop teaching you(btw,you so know this section of da blog aplies to you!!!..>.<)...its similar to the above...yes you'l be sad but just cherish the memories and teachings that they gave you...n move on...even if it hurts...there's always something call TRY...
im not sure if this makes sense...but my dad inspired me...
try : T - to
R - regain
Y - yourself
like for example...
grandparents....recently my best friend's grandpa passed away..*sobz2*...and so did my other friends relatives...of course ya'll are gona be sad...very sad...but think...would they be happy to see you sad like that??..HELL NO...they would want you to live your life and not mourn cuz its their time to pass on...just remember....they're going to a better place...God wants em home...so what you can do is...
a. smile...they've gone to the land of milk and honey...where God is.....is where there's no sadness
b. cherish those memories you had with em (you guys should feel lucky you have any...i never met my grandparents before...my dad said i did...but i cant remember...both grandparents from both sides died...way before i could even say abc...so...cherish em u guys)
c.whatever they've thought you...like advice etc...cherish it,learn from it...even small lil words can chnge your life
k next....
friends,teachers etc etc etc....if they leave you...like im not saying passing away la...just like...if they transfer or migrate or in teachers case...stop teaching you(btw,you so know this section of da blog aplies to you!!!..>.<)...its similar to the above...yes you'l be sad but just cherish the memories and teachings that they gave you...n move on...even if it hurts...there's always something call TRY...
im not sure if this makes sense...but my dad inspired me...
try : T - to
R - regain
Y - yourself
Friday, November 27, 2009
hmmm.......... :(
hmmm...my emotions are kinda out of control lately....i dno if its mood swings...i highly doubt...its just....a depressing feeling kind of thing..can't really put my finger on it...it s depressing feeling but im not depress...weird ey?....hurrrrmmmm....its just like....im loosing the tendancy to care bout anything....yea something like that...but rest assured...im not emo or whatever....lol...hmmmm....
i dno...its just like....i get a feeling that almost everyone around me is leaving...not avoiding...just leaving....saddening no?
in reality...it may seem like they're leaving for a short period of time...but to you...its...different...
:(
hmmmm...when im like sad...or just weird...emotionallly...haha...i listen to acoustic music.....it kills...but smehow...its adictive...lol...
that's random...but nemind..take it as general knowledge to get to know me better...my readers....
december...hmmmm..... :(
i dno...its just like....i get a feeling that almost everyone around me is leaving...not avoiding...just leaving....saddening no?
in reality...it may seem like they're leaving for a short period of time...but to you...its...different...
:(
hmmmm...when im like sad...or just weird...emotionallly...haha...i listen to acoustic music.....it kills...but smehow...its adictive...lol...
that's random...but nemind..take it as general knowledge to get to know me better...my readers....
december...hmmmm..... :(
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
My December
hmmmm...just so you know...im bored...that's why im only writing this...probly in reality i wouldn't obey half the stuff on this list....chehahaaha...but like most of the IMPORTANT MONEY SPENDING ONES...il bribe my parents or smetin so i can b an obediant lil list follower...^^...hey...its a good thing k..learning to be responsible to something...chehahahaha...^^
In KL :
- drag tim to go out with me...surian and marcus can tag along to...surian can be the tour guide...il be his assistant...tim and marcus can b the pelancongs...well...dey r...i xnt b the touguide...i get sesat walking around a small taman..... =(
- drag tim to buy stuff for me...he owes me
-buy stuff for tim...i owe him
-bond with marcus....hmmmmm...
-bond with sheila....hmmmm...
-do not let tim forceful feed me...
-forceful feed tim
-make his mp3 mine
-get a canon camera
-avoid bra shopping with my mum
-avoid spending too much money :'(
-never spend your own money
-spend aunts money ^^
-just joking
-maybe
-that was random
-im always random
-nevermind
-spend less in KL...monster it in bangkok
In Bangkok :
-don't get human trafficked
-get good reception..i need sms
-do not eat what most thai people eat...BUGS
-eat things that dont move
-shopping with sheila and aunts = parasitism...chehahaha...jk
-bonding with sharon...nice
-hmmm...im out of things
-will add when i think of any
-bye
In KL :
- drag tim to go out with me...surian and marcus can tag along to...surian can be the tour guide...il be his assistant...tim and marcus can b the pelancongs...well...dey r...i xnt b the touguide...i get sesat walking around a small taman..... =(
- drag tim to buy stuff for me...he owes me
-buy stuff for tim...i owe him
-bond with marcus....hmmmmm...
-bond with sheila....hmmmm...
-do not let tim forceful feed me...
-forceful feed tim
-make his mp3 mine
-get a canon camera
-avoid bra shopping with my mum
-avoid spending too much money :'(
-never spend your own money
-spend aunts money ^^
-just joking
-maybe
-that was random
-im always random
-nevermind
-spend less in KL...monster it in bangkok
In Bangkok :
-don't get human trafficked
-get good reception..i need sms
-do not eat what most thai people eat...BUGS
-eat things that dont move
-shopping with sheila and aunts = parasitism...chehahaha...jk
-bonding with sharon...nice
-hmmm...im out of things
-will add when i think of any
-bye
Friday, November 20, 2009
emerge :(
again...i let emerge slip by this year...i ditched it for a concert last year n this year...i missed it again..-.-....i was in kl on thursday...emerge was on friday..wtf...i cudv like...stayed back one day...but...hurrrmmm...being a good gal to be...what to do..got sch...=.=....school sucks....bt friends rule...chehehahaha.. :)
for fun..^^...not being needy...you know how gals are...cheehahaha
heyy ya peoples. guys and gals. well i know you people keep a list of expectations of that perfect man or woman.. well heres mine. haha it may be long and i will keep on adding.
1.i know theres three main things that a girl wants. a man thats tall, dark, and handsome. well thats almost impossible to find. but for now, 2 out of three is good...^^
2. now i want a guy that knows how to flirt properly. HE cannot do this: hit me 5 times in a row (even though it may seem funny, it isnt) its irritating. and it also hurts. do not keep touching me. eww gross. i want my bubble space. do not call me 3 times a day. its irritating. flirt when i flirt. and no, saying hi is not flirting.lol.
3. keep me guessing. keep the chase running for a little while. i'll do the same. its fun. well for me.haha. dont give in to easily. if you like me, dont show it too much.haha but dont keep me waiting too long.
4. doesnt lead me on.
5.his friends gotta be nice to me.
6.gives me my space.
7.knows what to say to me during my darkest hours.
8. sweet but not korny.lol..but then...whatevers fine with me..haha
9.says that i'm beautiful not hot or sexy.haha. not respectful...but then again...when your in a long term relationship...i guess its a adaptable thing huh...haha...*screw this point*
10. has his goals. i want somebody that strives for what he believes in.
11. i dont want to seem shallow. but c'mon gotta have at least some money...hahaha...jk
12.has that *it* factor with me.
13. has to be funny. know how to make me laugh. anytime.
14.honesty.
15. respect.
16. makes mistakes, but learns from it.
17.i'd rather go out to an amusement park than a restraunt....weeee~
18. thinks i'm cool. :)haha..altho what i do is weird sometimes....ehehehe~
19. thinks what i do is cool.:)
20. hes cool. :) well. awesome.
21.oh yess and treats my friends with respect.
22. learn something new from him everyday.
23. teaches me something new everyday...but if you nag..your asking for me to ask my brother to seat on u..teeeheeee~
24. oh and has to have a voice of an angel. so i can listen to it late at night when i'm tired and early in the morning when i'm grouchy ;). and being a total lazy ass in bed...not a morning person esp on weekends..xD
25. loves me for who i am.
26.make sure that i'm happy. and knows when something is bothering me. and try to get it out of me even though i say no. cuz i want to tell you, but you have to drag it out of me.hahahaha.
27. plays a sport or has a hobby. *but if i'm with you*. i'm priority. thats just how it is. sorry. but i support your sport too. so dont get me wrong. i'll be at your games. being the loudest one ;) and the one smearing eggs at the other team's bus if you loose...=D
28. dresses nicelyy. you know. the nice AE shirt with the pants and shoes. and a jacket.haha. nah:). doesnt have to be exactly like that. but you get the point.
29. spoils muah.haha. you know how it is.
30. i'm never quiet when i'm with him. gotta be me. if i'm quiet. something is wrong. or i dont like you the wayy i'm suppose to....hmmm...
31. holds the umbrella for me when its raining...haha...not necesarry
32. opens the door for me.
33. himself when hes around me.gotta be crazyy.and fun
34. doesnt do drugs, drink, smoke. you know how it is. want a clean boyy.
35. yess i wish on stars got a prob?;)
36.brings me delicious foods for me to snack on cuz i'm a hungryy little girl.:P. oh yess 35 that was random. haha i'm random liddat.
37.always thinks of how to make me happy.
38.picks simple fights. the kind that doesnt matter. like a movie or something. haha let me win. haha nah.:)
39. calls exactly at the right time...or text will do
40. knows what i'm thinking. *haha* psychic. did i spell that wrong.:(
41.nice smile :D
42.lets me have my wayy sometimes.:)lol demanding.cheehahaha.
43.isnt obssessive.spelt that wrong didnt i.
44.haha im a bad speller.
45.that was random.
46.never thinks i expect him to be the perfect guy...cuz..if im with you,you're already perfect in my eyes eventho you do shytty things at times...but hey...its all good fun...eheehehehe~
if you are this guyy. cool. if your a girl and agrees with me. cool. haha. yeah. well i'm gonna add more later.okay bye
1.i know theres three main things that a girl wants. a man thats tall, dark, and handsome. well thats almost impossible to find. but for now, 2 out of three is good...^^
2. now i want a guy that knows how to flirt properly. HE cannot do this: hit me 5 times in a row (even though it may seem funny, it isnt) its irritating. and it also hurts. do not keep touching me. eww gross. i want my bubble space. do not call me 3 times a day. its irritating. flirt when i flirt. and no, saying hi is not flirting.lol.
3. keep me guessing. keep the chase running for a little while. i'll do the same. its fun. well for me.haha. dont give in to easily. if you like me, dont show it too much.haha but dont keep me waiting too long.
4. doesnt lead me on.
5.his friends gotta be nice to me.
6.gives me my space.
7.knows what to say to me during my darkest hours.
8. sweet but not korny.lol..but then...whatevers fine with me..haha
9.says that i'm beautiful not hot or sexy.haha. not respectful...but then again...when your in a long term relationship...i guess its a adaptable thing huh...haha...*screw this point*
10. has his goals. i want somebody that strives for what he believes in.
11. i dont want to seem shallow. but c'mon gotta have at least some money...hahaha...jk
12.has that *it* factor with me.
13. has to be funny. know how to make me laugh. anytime.
14.honesty.
15. respect.
16. makes mistakes, but learns from it.
17.i'd rather go out to an amusement park than a restraunt....weeee~
18. thinks i'm cool. :)haha..altho what i do is weird sometimes....ehehehe~
19. thinks what i do is cool.:)
20. hes cool. :) well. awesome.
21.oh yess and treats my friends with respect.
22. learn something new from him everyday.
23. teaches me something new everyday...but if you nag..your asking for me to ask my brother to seat on u..teeeheeee~
24. oh and has to have a voice of an angel. so i can listen to it late at night when i'm tired and early in the morning when i'm grouchy ;). and being a total lazy ass in bed...not a morning person esp on weekends..xD
25. loves me for who i am.
26.make sure that i'm happy. and knows when something is bothering me. and try to get it out of me even though i say no. cuz i want to tell you, but you have to drag it out of me.hahahaha.
27. plays a sport or has a hobby. *but if i'm with you*. i'm priority. thats just how it is. sorry. but i support your sport too. so dont get me wrong. i'll be at your games. being the loudest one ;) and the one smearing eggs at the other team's bus if you loose...=D
28. dresses nicelyy. you know. the nice AE shirt with the pants and shoes. and a jacket.haha. nah:). doesnt have to be exactly like that. but you get the point.
29. spoils muah.haha. you know how it is.
30. i'm never quiet when i'm with him. gotta be me. if i'm quiet. something is wrong. or i dont like you the wayy i'm suppose to....hmmm...
31. holds the umbrella for me when its raining...haha...not necesarry
32. opens the door for me.
33. himself when hes around me.gotta be crazyy.and fun
34. doesnt do drugs, drink, smoke. you know how it is. want a clean boyy.
35. yess i wish on stars got a prob?;)
36.brings me delicious foods for me to snack on cuz i'm a hungryy little girl.:P. oh yess 35 that was random. haha i'm random liddat.
37.always thinks of how to make me happy.
38.picks simple fights. the kind that doesnt matter. like a movie or something. haha let me win. haha nah.:)
39. calls exactly at the right time...or text will do
40. knows what i'm thinking. *haha* psychic. did i spell that wrong.:(
41.nice smile :D
42.lets me have my wayy sometimes.:)lol demanding.cheehahaha.
43.isnt obssessive.spelt that wrong didnt i.
44.haha im a bad speller.
45.that was random.
46.never thinks i expect him to be the perfect guy...cuz..if im with you,you're already perfect in my eyes eventho you do shytty things at times...but hey...its all good fun...eheehehehe~
if you are this guyy. cool. if your a girl and agrees with me. cool. haha. yeah. well i'm gonna add more later.okay bye
goodbye 200, hello 30___
wow...last day of school...hmmm...form2's over man...this year passed extremely fast...hmm..hope next year faster tho..pmr...uwekk...ahhhhhh~...flasbacking on this year....=.=!!!...was more pathetic than useful...in SOOOOO many ways....haha...hmmm..
well...results..argghhh....i dno whetehr im gna drop class or nt but jz so hapen if i do...im cool wif it...i mean..i knw i messed up this year...bt that doesnt mean im gona lay der dead nxt yr ryte...haha
so lk...today was....boring...den ok la....boring cuz wel...of all the places in the sch...form2 kna bersihkn kelas..hmmm....teachers hate us....bt..den...haha..cant blame la...200 is known for being the noisest...teehee~....haha...n proud to be gak....
bt overall i din do ntin....i din even went in to the tiolet...just lepak...the sadening thing is...v xnt play wif tepung...T.T.....hmmm....anyway...il miss those idiots la...but then il see em next year gak so...mehh...
hehe..ltr
well...results..argghhh....i dno whetehr im gna drop class or nt but jz so hapen if i do...im cool wif it...i mean..i knw i messed up this year...bt that doesnt mean im gona lay der dead nxt yr ryte...haha
so lk...today was....boring...den ok la....boring cuz wel...of all the places in the sch...form2 kna bersihkn kelas..hmmm....teachers hate us....bt..den...haha..cant blame la...200 is known for being the noisest...teehee~....haha...n proud to be gak....
bt overall i din do ntin....i din even went in to the tiolet...just lepak...the sadening thing is...v xnt play wif tepung...T.T.....hmmm....anyway...il miss those idiots la...but then il see em next year gak so...mehh...
hehe..ltr
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