.i broke up with him, on Sunday..believe it or not,through facebook. anyway..the first few days was really hard on me..was confused of my feelings..cause..part of me was feeling sad that i lost someone i love, but then part of me was finally relieved,no more tears. how lame..cuz after i logged off..started crying -.- hahas
i dunno..i guess letting go is just hard, its never easy. anyway..lately i think im recovering..i seem happier..well..when im not thinking of him that is. its funny that you can still love someone so much after all the pain they've caused you, whats even sadder is, that you cant be with that person cause your afraid of getting hurt the second time. right now, im hanging on. what really hurts me most now, isnt the fact that im not with him, but the fact that..he made it clear to me...
he's not coming back,not this time. he's not gonna change, not even for the one he loves,
well..at least i think so.
anyways, i think i'll be alright. i think. if you let something go and it doesn't come back..gotta face the ugly truth...that something and you where never meant to be.
:)
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