saturdaysaturdaysaturday a.k.a the day i've been waiting 2 weeks for eagerly since school started...for once..EAGERLY waiting...merentas desa 8.30am....woot! so cant be bothered to stay back for the award ceremony...because
a. i have tuition (for ONCE...im ACTUALLY eagered to go...once you've reach form 3 science...PMR wont be the only reason you wana go for science tuition...if you know what i mean *winks3*...hahaha...ey3...its not called perverted k...i DO actually like science n NO not cause the teacher let us watch porn just to demonstrate...anywaaay...before letting the 'yeers' and 'eews' loose..consider the fact that in say two-er odd years time...you will be the one having a boner in your jeans by the time you even reach puberty you horny lil hobit) and yes...i know most of you people wont get what i just crapped in the bracket part..but nemind..move your attention to point B.
b. cause im most likely not the one getting the medals...i am fast i gotta brag..hahaha...but not that fast enough to win something...so..what's the point of running your heart out and staying back for something you know you can never get...(i have such low self-esteem in competitions...eek! >.<..)
yea that's probly it...1.be a nerd...2.dont risk humiliation nation...
anywaaay...since i have nothing else that's interesting...i shall blabber about my day to someone who might actually read this...or to someone who gives a damn bout a 15 year old blabbery-mouthed girl who despices her school's disiplinary upgraded system that in the not so distant future will help disiplin any of the students of tmgs but on the plus side...she's saying please read but not to the person she doesn't want her blog to be read by and you know im talking bout you spy! nevermind...you wont understand what i just wrote because you wont get me...YOU DONT KNOW ME...hehehe which i gotta is the most awesomest and probably the only interesting book i've ever read in my 15 year old life besides the twilight saga.
anywaay...my day..hurrmm...ooooo!!,,okok!!...i got it....
Refleksi Diri ( probably the only thing that was on hold in the hands of a little cute doodle sitting in a swirling chair handling the control center a.k.a my brain)
ok...so like..as you know...everyone has a skill...a talent..naturally borned with it or not..who cares...you have something that belongs to you..something that you might just be able to use it in your future to buy you a house or in some disgusting cases...a wife...dont be surprise if its a moneysucking dumb blonde...hehehe...
ok..so most of my friends i know..have natural/learned talents...i'l list em down
zhen - dancer
joaan - dancer
andrew - perfect pitch
aivan - music
alden - brains and music
relwin - swimmer and slightly failed breakdancer but...ok..improving
kevin - likewise
esther - brains and swimmer
swee ling - art
lokey - acting,singing,musician (triple threat)
joana - singing
bro - art
dennis - counseller,drama,pianist
and loads loads more...and like...its so obvious that they stand out in something and people recognise them for it..for example...observe the story/conversation below :
the following scene happened in the school that is not my school...it is an anti-school...a school is suppose to be a fun learnign environment where free spirited young ladies such as myself are actually allowed to be themselves...but no...this is an anti-school...a place where girls are chained to idiotic rules such as - tucked hair behind your ears or you will be suspended...so as you can see..the situation takes place in an anti-school...a place where such freedom doesn't exist...
miss. botox-equals-the-next-SKII : hey you little midget..who is hong zhen?
little midget is thinking : you horideous headed buffaloe with no expression whatsoever...i bet if you're imaginary husband died due to a heroin overdose just like your daily overdose of botox...you wud show now sign of sadness of grief whatsoever..you wud stand by his funeral and merely stare at his corpse and only blink for every tear that you cant prodce for you have no heart..its certainly prooven right here right now for you are adressing your precious student who might someday be the next number 1 on hollywoods forbe list...a little midget..-.-
little midget finally says : he's taiping's dancer miss.botox-equals-the-nest-SKII...he's known all over for his dancing etc
THE END
so see...you are well known for what you do...like my friend..zhen..he's well known cause he's a great dancer...and no im not saying that i want to be well known for what im good in..the reason im doing this refleksi diri is...to find what i am good in..me...maegan tan jolin a.k.a 15's chocolaty buddy/baby...haha..wtv 15....anyway..like i said..i dont know what im good in..like..to the root..
i dont know what im good in... :'( i think i might cry...please hug me...hahaha
a. singing
...no way...malaysia idol...no wait..even tmgs idol...wont accept me..miss.botox-equals-the-next-SKII is the simon in our school.critical likewise...eew...and btw..i did not just make that nickname up...there literaly is a teacher and a reason for that name.
b.acting??
..well...my friends did compliment on me..cause i tend to be a drama queen..even at the slightest thing..but then again...i've never got the guts to act on stage...*gets into character..goes on stage....looks at crowd...suddenly.....a scream breaks the silence...omg!!fuck!she's out cold!!!*
c. track
..as you can see..im not the fattest runner in my school and frankly..i dont have time to train every single day
d.tennis
..same reason as the above
e.art
...i dont think im an art prodigy..i mean cmon..have you seen my works...not exactly monalisa material....
f.counselling
..so far this could be probably the only positive review from me personaly...im actly kinda good at talking to people and motivating them...im not bragging..just ask my clients..haha...but seriously...i dont see how counselling is a skill....hurrmmm
so...help me figure me out guys...im a lost birdie trying to find its way home....but there are no signs or traffic police guiding me...so mee birdie friends...help me out here...pls and tq..tata n peace out love :p
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