wow...like looking back at all my post in 2009..its come a long way..to imagine all of that happen in a year..how i've got beaten down and rise from defeats...its not ss or perasan..but really..if you relly reflect on yourself..you'll just be amaze of what you've accomplished..how much you've changed as an individual...i've made mistakes in 2009..i've hurt people...i've hurt myself....i used to be a really soft kid...till tahap pathetic you can say..patheticlly soft..btw..did i spel that right?..haha..nevermind...but..in 2009..i've met people who have changed my life...i owe them the world..its not everyday we meet people like that...people like..dennis tan...lee hong zhen...aivan ong..nadia qistina...lee ee wei...and kevin jay....
well...lemme explaine one by one..how these people have changed my life...
1. Dennis Tan a.k.a Bugsy
he's just awesome...he's one of those people...one of the very few people..who truely has a heart of mostly pure gold....he puts others before himself....that's what i admire most about him..doesn't relly take others for granted...he's a very sporting person..his sense of humour is just..LOL..he's always been there for me if i need any advice of just a shoulder to cry on...the only one thing that annoys me about him is..he takes me for an atm sometimes...you useless bugger!...haha..always keep asking me to top up for him..but i figured...that's the least i can do...i mean..he's like my best friend...haha...but ey..seriously..its annoying dude...so if you see this blog...well..the truth will set you free right..haha...anyway...i love him like a brother and a friend and i dunno what i'll do without him...and ooooo!!..his sis too..april!!..haha..love em... (:
2.Lee Hong Zhen a.k.a beztie
he's my best friend...(: most awesomest yet hamsup best friend ever!!..haha..but i've adapted with the sometimes hamsup part..haha..he's not really hamsup...just when he sees sexy girls..haa..cmon man...you know its true...haha..he's the direction i follow to get home..haha..always there for me..althogh sometimes in the past...like 2009...he's hurt me a bit and we've argued a lot...but hey..he's my bestie and that's what hapens sometimes but we never give up on each other...haha..we're tight yo!..haha..but then..there's these rumours that im with him cause im always with him or like too friendly with him..wel...he's just my best friend..so..fuck off haters!...sorry for vulgar words but really..you people really piss me off..don't judge if you don't know the truth...you don't have the right to judge someone anyways...so..get out of here!..anywaaay...he's help me through out those painful times..he's a fashionista..haha!..well...he just think he is...haha..love you man :)
3.Aivan Ong a.k.a dear
my buah hati!!..hahaha...he's awesome too..he's like..this big cuddly teddy bear that loves to be hug...well..that's the impression i got....haha..he's an awesome bro,friend,dear...haha..he's like the most supportive person ever..and the funniest...haha..he's great to be around with..awesome hangout buddy!..love you dear muaax!!
4.Nadia Qistina
hmmm...nadiaaa...haha...well...as you guys know...i did have some probs with her...just rujuk the past blogs for those who dunno...well...lets just make it straight alright...i dont hate her now...i misunderstood her last time..but i never accused her of anything..so like..if you're wondering...how did she change my life in 2009..??..well..there's both good and bad way she chanegd me...you already know the bad part..haha...so the good part is...she opened my eyes to see that..not everything about life revolves around studies studies and studies...there's more to life...before meeting her..i was like..nerdy but not till tahap i don't have a boyfriend..haha..i was just the average nerdy...and i didn't like it..i didnt know how to enjoy my life to the fullest..but after meeting her..after the really bad part of meeting her...i realized the good aprt of meeting her..and that's what i just wrote above...hehe...so..nad...thank you..for opening my eyes...you're a good friend..just kinda psychotic sometimes...but hey...we're all human too...haha :)
5. Lee Ee Wei a.k.a pickles
picky!!!...haha...yea he's changed my life in a way that we always quarrel for fun...haha..like..he owns himself and by arguing with me..he owns himself MORE..which builds up my confidence..hahahaha...nah im just kiding..he's a good listener and an ok counsellor..hmm..but really..dont choose that as a career k...haha..:)
6. Kevin Jay a.k.a ex
hmmm...kevin....kevin....i don't know where to begin when i say you change my life...we're both aware of the bad things that happened between us..its a rough stingy spot for both of us so lets not revisit that k...hmmm...what i admire most about this person...is that...he didn't give up on me..he's the 1st to do that..and..that just touched my heart that..like...he's with me all the way through good and bad...like...if im sad..long term sadness..haha...he wont just walk away...he's there to stay...but..you know..its just kinda hard...its complicated between us...but he did change my life in a good way...i just..dont know how to express it in writing..in this blog..a girl's heart is as deep as the ocean right...its as mysterious as heaven and love...but i'll never forget this person.. :)
ok so like..this are the few people in my life who changed it...some in both good and bad ways...but its the bad ways that makes you wake up and realize the good ways...haha...these are the people who are actually meant to be kept as life time friends...but don't get me wrong..so are you guys...classmates...tuition friends...etc...haha...anyways...writing this blog..its like a dedication to the people above...thank you for changing my life..opening my eyes to better things..i love every single one of you for that...lets hope in 2010..we'll leave it in God's hands...may this year be filled with joy and happiness for all of us..ditch the sad part :)
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