once a ballerina, always a ballerina

i fell in love with ballet the second i stepped into these shoes

i used to be a ballerina...but sadly i stopped cause i had to choose between music and dance at that time...piano and ballet...i couldn't learn both cause like it was toooo expensive...so...i chose music instead...till i found out something called THEORY existed...-.-

the reason im writing this blog is...well..a.i have nothing better to do....b.don't mention studying and pmr to me,i'l kick u...haha..not really....c.i had this like..feeling i guess..about dancing...hehe

i've always loved to dance...anything..from tarian tradisional to hiphop to new jazz(sexy mia...chehh wahh...aku brani dance..jz dat..klu dance new jazz in public..dpt gelaran hooker...so...in private looo..for the mirror to see)...but not breakdancing la..i used to be ok at it but like...major fail...so..leave that behind..not many girls do it anyways...i like hip hop ballet though...i kinda feel like i wanna restart ballet again...but like..urrghhh...expenses...and like my bones are so not flexible anymore..not as flexible anymore..hehehe...but urrghh,.,..so temptin!!!!!...why did i choose music over dancing again??..every beat...in every song...is like...urrrghh....reminding me i was a stooopid lil fagot cuz i chose music over dance,..soooo not braggin but i AM better at dance compared to piano...plus..i so cant be bothered practising scales and what not...and like...the exams are more expensive compared to ballet exams...urrghh....

i still dance ballet here and there..in private...hehehe...i kinda remember a few moves...but like..dont really present it that well...boooooooooo!!!!...

i fell in love with hip hop when i 1st joined cc3

i owe a lot to fga too...without the help of the seniors..aunty lai phong...dalbir...i wouldn't have been exposed to the world of hip hop etc..and i just love dancing for God...when i get into ballet shoes...or just dance with zhen,jared etc...its like..im in another world...like..a.u get to exercise and get that dancers body..hahaha...b.you get into the beat and its like a cloud that brings you to a world where music is everywhere...ahhhhh~

its an incredible feeling geting on the dancefloor...i really100 miss ballet..cause...all my life...i reckin that's the only one thing im truely good at...like well...i don't think i can sing like beyonce...haha...exagerating!!!...and...i duno if i can act although my classmates say i can...but i dont believe...and like..art...well...i don't really enjoy it as much as i do dancing...now im like...full of regret i stopped ballet...i've never been able to fully complete something i started.. :( im no triple threat...eeekk!..

zhen is starting latin with joan...and like..i kinda admire him...he sticks to what he puts his mind to..like dancing..we both share the passion for dancing...but like..unlike him...i never like..went fully with it...like..id stop halfway..but he goes all the way..so...yea i kinda do admire that about him :) dude if u see this and perasan...im gonna tarik your pipi till they bleed and i mean it..hahaha..>P

kk...well..im gonna go dance now..hehe..tata :)