i have a confession peeps about TA...han yu ping ying rocks!! :)

ok..i have used mandarin to blog before and we both know what its about yea??..haha..i love chinese but i fucking hate it as well..well..not as much as i despice maths...hee..ok anyway...lai wo men kai shi ba!!

hmmmm... :( ...zhui jing ne..wo hen under pressure leh...if not from the teachers...den shi..from wo the feelings for ta looo...haha...by the way..i just realized the way i typed..its soooo CHINESE!!..urrrghh...english despices me for that..haha...anyway...oh yea...the other day...i received this letter..like only 50 students received this letter..turns out to be like..sasaran tmgs la..for only 50 chosen ones to get straight As...oh f@rk em la...juz cause im in the 1st class doesnt mean im an egghead...anyway..ooo yea yea..chinese..haha..jiu shi lo...A.shi ying wei zhe jien shi..wo zhen de zhen de hen under pressure..like...till the point where i might hit someone..hahaha..no la...juz kiding...anyway..i think zhe jian shi..yin gai shi deal-able la...i mean..passed year form3s dealt with this shit right..so..hopefully God will guid me...

ok..ling wai jian shi..shi guan yu TA..ni men zhi dao shi shui dui bu dui..haha..gosh..cant believe my chinese getting shittier...till the point where i have to speak it formally...anywaay..ta ne..jiu shi na ge K de..shui ran wo men fen la..tapi...its complicated wei..haha..wo men uhmm...hu xiang da ying..haha..wait..got hu xiang da ying zhe ge zhi ma??..haha..oh well..deal with it la..hehe..so..wo men hu xiang da ying to wait till wo the pmr wan..ran ho jiu couple hui..hurrrmm...tapi...bak kata pepatah english...haha..but il say it in chinese...hehe...ren shi hui huan/gai bian de...either one la..same meaning..ren hui change..even if it sounds shitty to think about now..its the true fact..no matter how much you justify it NOW...time is in God's hands...so...wo jiu shi like...dan xing..someting like that la..ta hui ubah hati...so like..wo bu yao loose ta..tapi..when wo gen ta zhai yi qi de shi hou..wo jue de la...ta shi gen ben de mei you apreciate wo..shui ran ta hui shuo oh wo ai ni bla3...tapi...ta de action ne??..ok la...you shi ta shi hao de...tapi ta ling shi ling shi hui change de..and when ta change...im always the one that will have wo de xin broken...and the worst part wei OMG..haha..ta gen ben bu hui realize...like o my gaaaawd...like wo need to gao shu ta,jie shi gei ta..chai hui xing(di 2 shen) de wor...hurrrmm...advice wo ba jie jie-yean san,sook fang etc...hehehe...wo yin gai zhen yang like..get rid of zhe ge feeling..i dont wana screw my fm3 like how i did form 2...but at the same time..wo zhen de hen hen hen hen hen xiang gen ta zhai yi qi...but ta shi ge ASS!!..sometimes la..haha..even the smallest slightest thing that ta zhuo de dou hui shang dao wo but i dont know how to gao shu ta...its  not like i can go up and say...'oh hi,ni shang le wor dao hen teruk teruk till the extend i want to kill a squirell...ok sooooo how was your daaaaay?? =D'...no right..its not that easy...so like...hurrrm...wo just yao ta to apreciate wo and maintain it..but...i guess..God doesnt give people everything they want if its not in His plan right...?...hurrrmmm...

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wat do do wat to do..fink fink fink...tink tink tink...fink tink fink tink..hurrrmm... =/